Simon sayz

It hasn’t been a good start to 2008. This ain’t the way I wanted to start off the new year but I couldn’t prevent it. Phlegm had built up in my chest and throat area. Last month was a bit of a struggle cos of phlegm. I was even unwell on Christmas Day. Boy was I upset! Now for all this happening again it’s been very frustrating. It’s been both physically and emotionally tough to deal with. My chest and ribs are in bit of pain cos of all the coughing and chest physio. Also my throat has been sore and my whole body aching.

Physically it’s exhausting but emotionally it really wears you down. I wanted to give up and just die. I said things that I shouldn’t of said. Things like ‘it would have been better if I was never born in this world’…obviously you can’t choose whether to be born or not. God has chosen me from the beginning and has a purpose for my life. Also I said to God ‘Why do I need to deal with all this. What wrong have I done to deserve this.’ I was just very frustrated and upset with everything. Life just ain’t fair sometimes.

BUT….

God is so merciful. His grace is sufficient! God showed his miraculous power once again. It was just yesterday that phlegm had stopped bugging me. My grandma and mum had prayed for me earnestly the night before. I believe God answered their prayers. Thank you God! I’ve had a couple of experiences like this. You go through the darkness of life and feel like there’s no way out of it but then God shines a light on your life. He delivers at the right time.

Life is indeed tough. Whatever circumstances you’re in you just gotta keep walking by faith. It might seem like the end of the world sometimes but you gotta keep fighting on. I will continue to keep walking by faith.

Its been a very very long time since I last updated my blog! Well here I am in front of my computer. Firstly I give all thanks and glory to God. Without God I wouldn’t be able to do anything. It’s by God’s grace that I’m able to live my everyday life. A-men!!

The last 2 weeks or so has been a tough one for me. I had just finished building a website for Sydney Esperanza Strings. This was my first website project in about 4-5 months. I previously had revamped a website I did for Northside Enterprise Inc some 4 years ago. That’s all good news!

The not so good news is that my chest had played up again. I had a lot of phlegm in my chest/lungs. This ain’t new to me but it’s frustrating. Its like ‘not this again!’ You just lose all your energy and time. Sometimes it would drag on all day. However by God’s grace my chest is now clear. God has delivered once again. Thank you Lord!

Well it’s just 5 days to Christmas! It’s a very special time of year. A time to celebrate the birth of Jesus our eternal King. A time to share the love and hope of Jesus. Yes! Jesus is the answer. I hope this Christmas will bring peace, joy and comfort to everyone here and around the world.

Time to sign off now. I’ll be back for more bloggin.’ So stay tuned….

Customer Service: Can you install Love?

Customer: I can do that. I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready to install now. What do I do first?

Service: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, I have, but there are several programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?

Service: What programs are running?

Customer: Let me see. I have Pasthurt.exe, Lowesteem.exe, Grudge.exe and Resentment.com running right now.

Service: No problem. Love will automatically erase Pasthurt.exe from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually overwrite Lowesteem.exe whit a module of its own, called Highesteem.exe. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge.exe and Resentment.com. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed.Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Service: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke Forgiveness.exe. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge.exe and Resentment.com have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, I’m done. Love has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Service: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your Heart. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?

Service: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops!.. I have an error message already. What should I do?

Service: What does the message say?

Customer: It says:”Error 412. Program not run on internal components.” What does that mean?

Service: Don’t worry, that’s a common problem. It means that the Love program is set up to run on external Hearts but has not yet been running on your Heart. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means that you have to love your own machine before it can love others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Service: Can you find the directory called Self-acceptance?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Service: Excellent, you are getting good at this.

Customer: Thank you.

Service: You’re welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the directory: Forgiveself.doc, Selfesteem.txt, Realizeworth.txt and Goodness.doc. The system will overwrite conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Selfcriticize.exe from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it! Wow! My Heart is filling up with really neat files. Smile.mpg is playing on my monitor right now, and it shows that Warmth.com, Peace.exe and Contentment.com are copying themselves all over my Heart!

Service: Then Love is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go

Customer: Yes?

Service: Love is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you are meeting. They will in turn share it with other people, and they will return some really neat modules back to you.

Customer: I will. Thank you for your help.

Service: You’re very welcome.